I keep an eye on my page views and stats, and I currently have about 900, and I'd love to know who actually reads this blog. I started "alright, dollface" as a way of letting go and, I think I sort of treat it as a diary, that the entirety of the internet has the power to read.. but I try not to think about that too much...
But, drop me a comment, or follow me on twitter, or hunt me down, I don't mind!
p.s @fiona_melia
o&o <3
Thursday, 27 February 2014
Apologies and an update!
Evening all
I feel like I've been very naughty as I haven't really kept up with my promise to update my blog more. However, I'm here now, so all is good, as long as I'm forgiven.
Life is busy, also hard and stressful and generally quite 'meh' worthy at times. Currently in the midst of my first piece of semester 2 coursework for my literature module, that is definitely worthy of a 'meh', dull questions about dull books to be handed in to a dull lecturer. It is possible that I'm being overly negative and if I just stopped all negative vibes, then maybe I'd manage to feel slightly more inspired. However, I've started the prep for it, and I have tomorrow off so, hopefully, hopefully, touch wood, fingers crossed, I'll actually get a good start on it. (See, that's practically positive, I am clearly already a changed woman).
ALSO, I COULD NOT BE MORE EXCITED BECAUSE I GET TO SEE R. TOMORROW. Eek, my dearest, bestest, most lovely friend ever in the whole world. We've both been busy with uni and then busy at christmas and with coursework and exams and we've finally managed to actually plan to meet up during term time, and I could quite honestly bounce off of walls. So, I'm venturing to Birmingham tomorrow and saturday for one massive catch up and best friend fest. YAY. And also, holiday shopping, which makes me a very happy bunny, I have definitely been having withdrawal symptoms from the sun.
Life in Halls, is mixed, maybe turbulent is a better word or, perhaps, tumultuous is. There are definite ups and also definite downs, neither of which I shall go into here, maybe another post dedicated to uni and halls and studenthood will be created, however.
I can't say I've been up to much especially, nothing of interest anyway. I went to Sainsbury's, LOVE a good trip there (in all seriousness, I do). I'm spending most days attempting to keep my head above water.
Okay, I think here could well be the end point for tonight, I'm very tired and also very awake but I feel like sleep is the answer and will magically fix everything. So, I might just be back tomorrow, there's no telling.
Over and out, my angels. <3
I feel like I've been very naughty as I haven't really kept up with my promise to update my blog more. However, I'm here now, so all is good, as long as I'm forgiven.
Life is busy, also hard and stressful and generally quite 'meh' worthy at times. Currently in the midst of my first piece of semester 2 coursework for my literature module, that is definitely worthy of a 'meh', dull questions about dull books to be handed in to a dull lecturer. It is possible that I'm being overly negative and if I just stopped all negative vibes, then maybe I'd manage to feel slightly more inspired. However, I've started the prep for it, and I have tomorrow off so, hopefully, hopefully, touch wood, fingers crossed, I'll actually get a good start on it. (See, that's practically positive, I am clearly already a changed woman).
ALSO, I COULD NOT BE MORE EXCITED BECAUSE I GET TO SEE R. TOMORROW. Eek, my dearest, bestest, most lovely friend ever in the whole world. We've both been busy with uni and then busy at christmas and with coursework and exams and we've finally managed to actually plan to meet up during term time, and I could quite honestly bounce off of walls. So, I'm venturing to Birmingham tomorrow and saturday for one massive catch up and best friend fest. YAY. And also, holiday shopping, which makes me a very happy bunny, I have definitely been having withdrawal symptoms from the sun.
Life in Halls, is mixed, maybe turbulent is a better word or, perhaps, tumultuous is. There are definite ups and also definite downs, neither of which I shall go into here, maybe another post dedicated to uni and halls and studenthood will be created, however.
I can't say I've been up to much especially, nothing of interest anyway. I went to Sainsbury's, LOVE a good trip there (in all seriousness, I do). I'm spending most days attempting to keep my head above water.
Okay, I think here could well be the end point for tonight, I'm very tired and also very awake but I feel like sleep is the answer and will magically fix everything. So, I might just be back tomorrow, there's no telling.
Over and out, my angels. <3
Thursday, 13 February 2014
p.s...
making a promise to my blog and myself to update this more.
I have so much to say. So much has happened, eek.
so, here's to keeping you posted. <3
I have so much to say. So much has happened, eek.
so, here's to keeping you posted. <3
You are being very mean to my friend and I do not like you for it.
Right. Turning to my trusty, and neglected, blog for a little rant.
One of my very dear friends, Fleur-to those in the know-is currently very sad. Due to, amongst other things, his ex-girlfriend, who by all accounts was a charming specimen.
She doesn't know me, however similar our names are, and granted I don't know her. I also do not feel that I'm missing out on her friendship.
All I have ever witness her do is tear my Fleur down, completely indirectly, funnily her enough, via her blog. It's true, he was happy when he was with her, but since she went to university, their relationship-or what I encountered of it-changed, and has left him very unhappy.
She is, in my head, a controlling, vindictive mess of a young woman. I am also fairly sure she won't read this, however, I would urge her to just in case she isn't aware of what she's doing.
Why are people so cruel to each other?! We have no need to be so derogatory (yes, I know, says me who just called someone else vindictive) or so cruel or so anything.
I am not on the best of terms with the world. I have that horrible helpless feeling, when you want desperately to help and there is nothing at all you can do other than watch someone you love and care about suffer at the hands of someone who clearly does not care. At all. About anyone.
SO. Coming to a conclusion to this more than slightly disjointed blog, I do not like this excuse of a girl, for what she's done or who I perceive her to be and I am thankful I have never had anything to do with her. Fleur can and will do better than her. I have never been more certain of anything, ever.
I feel a cyber toast coming on, to Fleur.
One of my very dear friends, Fleur-to those in the know-is currently very sad. Due to, amongst other things, his ex-girlfriend, who by all accounts was a charming specimen.
She doesn't know me, however similar our names are, and granted I don't know her. I also do not feel that I'm missing out on her friendship.
All I have ever witness her do is tear my Fleur down, completely indirectly, funnily her enough, via her blog. It's true, he was happy when he was with her, but since she went to university, their relationship-or what I encountered of it-changed, and has left him very unhappy.
She is, in my head, a controlling, vindictive mess of a young woman. I am also fairly sure she won't read this, however, I would urge her to just in case she isn't aware of what she's doing.
Why are people so cruel to each other?! We have no need to be so derogatory (yes, I know, says me who just called someone else vindictive) or so cruel or so anything.
I am not on the best of terms with the world. I have that horrible helpless feeling, when you want desperately to help and there is nothing at all you can do other than watch someone you love and care about suffer at the hands of someone who clearly does not care. At all. About anyone.
SO. Coming to a conclusion to this more than slightly disjointed blog, I do not like this excuse of a girl, for what she's done or who I perceive her to be and I am thankful I have never had anything to do with her. Fleur can and will do better than her. I have never been more certain of anything, ever.
I feel a cyber toast coming on, to Fleur.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)