Why, why, why Delilah?

I am so glad no one called me Delilah. I'd be constantly singing that song..



I am such a weird, confused little person. I had decided my whole life plan the other day, university-American Studies, primary school teacher. I'd love it, dream life, cute clothes and pretty shoes-in my head, I would be the real life Miss Honey out of 'Matilda'.

I remembered I have always wanted to work in fashion, always, always and forever. Wanted to be Ugly Betty and Andy in 'The Devil Wears Prada', I wanted to be the woman in '27 Dresses' and '13 Going on 30'. I was all set to apply for a fashion course and I actually think I chickened out of the whole thing. Which makes me sad, because what if that was what I was meant to do?


I love clothes, I like nothing better than going shopping and if I had endless amounts of money that is genuinely all I would do. That and lose weight, because clothes always look better on skinnier people-personally.

I am not "indie", I do not follow that awfully stereotypic view of I wear tie dyed shirts and leggings with hi-top converse and dip dyed hair and my boyfriends hoodie because I honestly don't like it.

Do I have my nose pierced? Yes. Does this make me"one of them"? No, I don't think so. Am I always scouting for new fashion ideas and new clothes and new looks? Good God yes.


But, at the same time. Clothes are depressing, no? Always seeing things that you want and can't afford or seeing someone that looks better than you in the same thing.

There will always be one thing that I cannot stand. If I buy something and then someone goes and buys the same thing. It does not look cool if you and your friend are chilling in the same coat-and although, this exact thing hasn't happened to me, I'm sure one day, it will. It's like, please, buy what you would like to buy. Not what I've got on. Hahah, it's funny the things that annoy us, don't you think?


Well, now I'm annoyed and a bit 'meh'-ish, so I'm off. If ever I find any devilishly good clothes or whatever, I'll keep you in the loop.


o&o.